Monday, August 17, 2009
Here I go again on my own...
In the words of Whitesnake, "Here I go again on my own...going down the only road I ever known"...I am 49 and I have returned home after being gone for 20 years...Will I find a job? a guy? myself? I do not know..I can only hope.....
In 2 months, I lost a 7 year relationship, a job, and 2 places to live..I crashed and burned..I melted into the burber carpet...I lost it people...binge drank, snorted, you name it to not feel anything...I came to my senses ( with a little bit of help from my friends) and now I must once again muster up the courage and strength, to start off brand new...
So follow me on my journey, to finding myself, a job, and maybe even love.....will I accomplish all this before I turn 50 in April? God, I hope so, at least the first 2.....
In 2 months, I lost a 7 year relationship, a job, and 2 places to live..I crashed and burned..I melted into the burber carpet...I lost it people...binge drank, snorted, you name it to not feel anything...I came to my senses ( with a little bit of help from my friends) and now I must once again muster up the courage and strength, to start off brand new...
So follow me on my journey, to finding myself, a job, and maybe even love.....will I accomplish all this before I turn 50 in April? God, I hope so, at least the first 2.....
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